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Chapter 3: Six Feet

Her right hand came off the rail.

For one frozen instant, she hung by her left hand alone, her whole tiny body swinging out over the water, the phone in its pouch slapping against her chest.

I screamed her name.

I don't think she heard me. The wind took it.

Then her right hand flailed, found the steel again, and clamped down.

She was still there.

She was still there.

"ZURI! LOOK AT ME! BOTH HANDS!"

She was looking at me. Her face was crumpled, tears streaming sideways across her cheeks from the wind. Her lower lip was shaking so hard I could see it from six feet away.

"Daddy," she sobbed. I couldn't hear her anymore. I could only see her mouth make the shape.

Daddy.

I had to stop the boat.

I spun toward the bridge. It was two decks above me, its tinted windows reflecting the blazing sky. I couldn't see the captain.

"STOP THE BOAT!" I screamed. "STOP THE BOAT! CHILD OVERBOARD! STOP!"

Nothing.

The engines roared on.

There was an intercom panel beside the salon door. Fifteen feet away. If I ran to it, I'd lose sight of her.

I couldn't lose sight of her.

I looked back down.

Her knuckles were white.

How long can a three-year-old hold her own weight?

I didn't know. Nobody knows that. Nobody should ever have to know that.

I got down on my stomach on the wet deck and pushed my arms between the vertical posts of the railing.

My fingertips reached her bow.

Not her hands. Her hair.

Not enough.

Not even close.

I pulled my arms back and climbed onto the rail.

Somebody behind me screamed. A woman's voice. I didn't turn.

I swung one leg over the top bar. Then the other. Now I was standing on the narrow lip of the hull on the outside of the railing, holding the top bar with both hands, my heels hanging over the edge.

The wind hit me full in the face.

The water below wasn't water. It was a white machine. A shredding, roaring, thirty-knot wall of foam, and if she fell into it, the boat would be a quarter mile away before anyone could turn around.

I looked down at my daughter.

She looked up at me.

"Daddy's here," I said. "Daddy's right here."

I let go with my right hand and reached down as far as my body could stretch.

My fingers stopped eight inches above her wrist.

Eight inches.

I stretched until my shoulder screamed. Until I felt something tear in my side.

Seven inches.

Her right hand began to slide again.

I saw it happen in slow motion. Her small fingers uncurling one at a time from the wet steel, like she was too tired to remember how to hold on.

"NO! ZURI, HOLD ON! HOLD ON FOR DADDY!"

Then a hand grabbed the back of my belt.

A big hand. Hard. Old.

A voice I had known my entire life roared in my ear over the wind.

"GO! I'VE GOT YOU! GO!"

My father.

Seventy years old, bad heart, bad knees, and he had wrapped one arm around the railing post and the other hand through my belt, and he was leaning back with all his weight.

I didn't think.

I let go of the rail with my left hand.

Now the only thing keeping me on that boat was Harold Callahan.

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I dropped my whole upper body over the edge, hanging upside-down from my father's grip, and lunged.

My hand closed around my daughter's wrist at the exact second her fingers left the rail.

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