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Chapter 4 - Two Girls Under One Roof

Olivia remembered the first afternoon Lily showed her Maple's favorite hiding spot beneath the stairs. Lily had been five, Olivia eight, and both girls had been pretending their parents' wedding made them sisters overnight. Lily had offered her a crayon drawing in which their dresses were the same size and every person was smiling.

Olivia still had the drawing somewhere. Lately she had been too ashamed to look for it.

At school on Monday, she saw Lily through the glass wall of the lower-grade library. The little girl was reading at a round table with four children, her feet swinging freely. No one had told her she couldn't sit there. Olivia stood in the corridor longer than necessary.

"Everything okay?" asked her friend Tessa.

"Sure."

"You look sick."

"I'm just tired."

At home, Vanessa had always framed the two girls' relationship as a contest Olivia could lose. A better bedroom for Lily meant a smaller one for Olivia. Michael taking Lily to a museum meant he was ignoring Olivia, though Vanessa rarely mentioned the museum trips Michael took Olivia on when Lily stayed home. Little corrections accumulated until Olivia began believing affection came in fixed portions.

That October dinner was different. Olivia had seen Lily carry the tray. She had watched Vanessa's foot send the chair across the floor. The sharp scrape kept returning to her whenever a classroom chair moved.

That afternoon the school counselor, Mrs. Palmer, asked Olivia if anything at home was making her uneasy. Michael had called the school to make sure both girls had support, not to enlist anyone against Vanessa.

"Can a person make a bad choice because they're scared?" Olivia asked.

"Yes," Mrs. Palmer answered. "Being scared can explain a choice. It doesn't always excuse it."

"What if telling the truth hurts your mom?"

Mrs. Palmer pulled her chair a little closer, still giving Olivia space. "A child isn't responsible for protecting an adult from the consequences of what that adult chose to do."

Olivia looked at her shoes. She said she wasn't ready to talk. Mrs. Palmer gave her a card and told her she could come back.

Olivia's father had given her the music box for her eighth birthday. It played an imperfect version of a song he used to sing in the car. Before Vanessa married Michael, Olivia stayed with Owen every other weekend and often for midweek dinners. Vanessa gradually described those trips as interruptions to the new family's schedule. Olivia felt guilty asking to go, though Owen never stopped calling. That night, after Mrs. Palmer's conversation, Olivia dialed her father's number from the privacy of the school library. He answered between appointments at his small dental practice. "Do you ever get mad when I don't call?" she asked. "I miss you," he said. "That's different." She heard someone in the background ask him about an appointment, and he stepped somewhere quieter. "You sound worried. Can I help?" Olivia said she wasn't ready to explain. Owen didn't argue. "You can ask me to come get you, even if the reason is just that you need me," he said. Later, on the hotel bed, Olivia remembered those words while Vanessa made another call to Celeste. She understood that Owen's love hadn't become smaller when she married into the Hawthorne household. It had simply been harder to reach through the rules her mother kept inventing. She placed his number on the first page of her school notebook, where she wouldn't have to search for it when she was afraid.

At the mansion, Vanessa's packing boxes had begun appearing outside the primary bedroom. Mara and Vanessa's attorney were discussing temporary living arrangements. Vanessa insisted she was being forced out after a single misunderstanding. Michael refused to debate the word misunderstanding while Lily could hear.

Rachel was staying in the guest room. She made a point of knocking before entering Lily's room, because Lily had begun to startle when doors opened. In the kitchen she taught the girl to make grilled cheese, and she let Lily choose whether to sit at the island or carry her plate to the garden table.

"Am I allowed to want both?" Lily asked.

"We can eat half in each place," Rachel said.

Lily laughed. It was the first time anyone in the house had heard her laugh since that October night.

Olivia arrived while Rachel was cutting the sandwich. She had a folded sheet of paper in her pocket, found that morning inside an old art box. She wanted to give it back to Lily. But Vanessa appeared behind her.

"Olivia, we're leaving for the hotel," her mother said.

"Can I say goodbye?"

"You can say goodbye another time."

Olivia's hand tightened around the paper. Lily pretended not to hear.

That night Olivia and Vanessa moved into a suite at a nearby hotel. The temporary arrangement had been worked out through lawyers, without anyone pretending Michael had custody rights over Olivia. Her biological father, Owen Price, lived in the next town and would be informed of the situation. Vanessa disliked the idea of his involvement.

From the hotel window Olivia could see lines of headlights stretching along the highway. She opened the folded drawing. There were two girls in matching yellow dresses, a tall man, two women, and a dog that looked like a cloud. Below, in Lily's shaky five-year-old printing, were the words EVERYONE HAS A PLACE.

Olivia began to cry, silently enough that her mother would not hear.

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Then Vanessa's phone rang in the adjoining room. Olivia heard Celeste's voice through the open door.

"If Michael starts checking the foundation accounts," Celeste said, "the money will be the least of our problems."

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