Chapter 7
Chapter 8 - I Put Everything on the Dining Table
I did not confront David that night.
I waited until Friday, when Lily was at my mother's house in Oak Park, and then I cleared the dining table and laid everything out in a line.
The intake page from Jo.
Her signed statement.
The phone with the recording on it.
The parking-lot photograph.
The police report from Lake County.
The housing application from Gary.
David came in from the garage and stopped in the doorway with his keys still in his hand.
"What is this?" he said.
"Sit down."
He sat down.
He looked at the row of papers for a long time, and I watched his face, and I watched him get to the parking-lot photo, and I watched something go out of him.
"David," I said.
"I need you to tell me what you knew in 2018.
Not what you know now.
What you knew then."
He put both hands on the table and he did not look up.
"My father told me Lily's mother died in delivery," he said.
"He told me the baby was sick and that she was going to need a lot of care.
He said the hospital needed signatures and I was in no shape to read anything."
"You were in a car accident that week."
"I was on Percocet and I had a broken wrist and I could not hold a pen," he said.
"My father sat next to my bed with a folder and told me where to put my thumbprint.
I did what he said.
I have done what he said my whole life."
"Did you read the second page?"
He was quiet for a long time.
"No," he said.
"I never asked what was on the second page.
I never asked because I was twenty-six years old and I was terrified of him, and because he told me the mother was dead, and I did not want to know anything more about it."
"And the boy?"
David looked up at me then, and his eyes were wet, and I have known this man for eleven years, and I have never seen him look like that.
"I did not know there was a boy," he said.
"Claire, I swear on Lily's life.
I did not know."
And I believed him.
That was the hardest part.
It would have been easier if he had known.
It would have been easier if I could have hated him for one clean minute.
Instead I sat down across from him, and we stayed at that table for two hours, and we made a plan.
We drove to the L tracks on Lawrence that afternoon.
Marcus was there, and Noah was there, and we sat with them in the shelter's front room and told them what we knew — the recording, the photograph, the name Denise Harper.
Noah listened with his hands folded in his lap.
When I said his mother's name, he did not move.
"She's alive?" he said.
"She's alive," I told him.
"And she has been looking for you since the day you were born."
Noah turned his head and looked out the window at the tracks, and his jaw worked, and he did not say anything for a while.
Then he said, "Does she know I'm eleven?"
"I told her.
She knows everything I know."
"Okay," he said.
"Okay."
Marcus put a hand on the boy's shoulder and asked him if he wanted some air, and Noah nodded, and they went outside.
That same afternoon, I called a family-law attorney named Priya Raman, who had gone to law school with my sister, and I hired a private investigator named Ed Collins, who spent nineteen years with the Chicago police and now works out of an office above a hardware store in Andersonville.
I told them both the same thing.
"I want every record that exists from March 2018 at Northwestern Memorial, and I want it in a way that Richard Bennett cannot make disappear."
Two weeks later, on a Thursday morning, Ed Collins called me from his car.
"Mrs. Bennett," he said.
"They are having the foundation board's annual meeting at the Peninsula this morning.
Three hundred donors.
The old man is giving the opening remarks at ten."
"Is he there?"
"He's at the podium right now."
"Is the process server there?"
"He's standing by the coffee station," Ed said.
"He's got the envelope in his jacket.
He's just waiting for me to tell him to move."
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I looked across the kitchen at David, who was standing by the sink in his shirtsleeves, watching me.
"Tell him to move," I said.
