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CHAPTER 10: Eight Months Behind the Glass

They took Arthur off the ventilator on Wednesday afternoon.

I had been released on Tuesday night, charges suspended pending investigation. I didn't go home. I went straight to the hospital and sat in the plastic chair in the ICU hallway because the doctors wouldn't let anyone but family inside, and Leo had made it extremely, loudly clear that I counted as family.

He had a lot to say these days. His voice was still hoarse, rusty from disuse, and sometimes he'd stop in the middle of a sentence like he was surprised to hear himself. But he talked. To the nurses. To Detective Ruiz. To Martha, who came every morning with a thermos of soup and every evening with clean clothes. And to me.

"Grandpa squeezed my hand three times this morning," he told me on Wednesday, bursting out of the room. "Three times means I love you. We made it up when I was six."

Then, more quietly, sitting beside me in the hallway: "Sam? Do you think he's mad I stopped talking?"

"Why would he be mad?"

"Because I could have told someone. A long time ago. About Uncle Graham. If I'd talked, maybe Grandpa wouldn't have—" He stopped.

I turned so I could look straight at him.

"Leo. Listen to me. You were nine years old. Your mom and dad had just died. And you heard the man who was taking care of you say something that meant he hurt them. You went quiet because quiet was the only safe place left in the whole world." I put my hand on his shoulder. "And then you spent fourteen months keeping your grandfather alive, all by yourself, when every grown-up in that house walked right past him. That's not something to be sorry for. That's the bravest thing I've ever heard of."

He looked down at his sneakers for a long time.

"I read to him," he said finally. "Every day. Out loud. Real quiet, when nobody was in the garden. It was the only time I could talk. I read him Treasure Island three times."

I hadn't known that. I don't think anyone had.

At 3:40 that afternoon, the respiratory therapist pulled the breathing tube. They called Leo and me into the room.

Arthur Vance looked like a man who had been to the bottom of the lake and back. His face was gaunt, his skin gray against the white pillow. A thin oxygen line ran under his nose. But his eyes were open, and they were clear, and when they found Leo standing at the foot of the bed, they filled.

His lips moved. The sound was barely a rasp, like sandpaper on old wood.

"...Jim... Hawkins..."

Leo froze.

"...hid in the... apple barrel..." Arthur whispered. Each word cost him a breath. "...Heard every... word... the pirates said."

Leo let out a sound that was half sob, half laugh, and climbed onto the bed, careful of the wires, and pressed his face into his grandfather's neck.

"You heard me," Leo whispered. "You heard me reading."

"Every... day." Arthur's hand found the back of the boy's head and rested there, trembling. "Every... word. Three times. Your voice... was the only... thing... that kept me... from going under."

The nurse at the monitor turned away and pretended to adjust something on the screen. I could see her shoulders shaking.

Arthur's eyes found me over the boy's head.

"Driscoll," he rasped. "The gardener."

"Yes, sir."

"Eight months... you trimmed the hedge... outside my window." Something that might have been a smile touched his cracked lips. "You talk... to the roses."

My face went hot. "I... yes, sir. I do that."

"Told them... about your daughter. The one... in Denver. Who won't... call you back."

I hadn't known anybody could hear me. I'd thought I was talking to an empty chair.

"I'm sorry," I managed.

"Don't be. It was... company." His fingers moved weakly on the blanket. "I heard... all of you. Everyone... who thought... I was gone. Martha... crying in... the doorway. Miller... telling me... about the Bears." His eyes hardened. "And Evelyn... on the phone... with Graham. Every night. Laughing. About how... long I would... last."

He drew a slow, shuddering breath.

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"I remember... everything," Arthur Vance said. "Every... single... word."

Behind me, very softly, Detective Ruiz closed the door and pressed record.

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