Chapter 7

8 | The Red Stamp
The lawyer's name was Mr. Fenwick, and he had been Mrs. Teague's attorney for nineteen years, and he read the petition out loud in the courtyard of the Gramercy hotel while two hundred people listened and the strings stopped.
The first paragraph said my name.
Gwen Marie Hardesty.
The second paragraph said that the marriage had been entered into under a mistaken belief about the character of the parties.
The third paragraph said it was voidable.
And on the last page, under the line that said Petitioner, there was a signature I had seen on birthday cards and tax forms and a mortgage and a lease and a hospital consent for my own daughter, and the signature was Peter's.
Dated eleven days before he asked me.
Eleven days before the night he stood in my kitchen and told me he wanted to take care of us.
I did not scream.
That is the part I am proudest of, and I know it is a strange thing to be proud of, but it is true.
I heard a woman on the balcony scream.
I found out later it was a cousin of Mrs. Teague's, and she screamed and dropped a glass and left through the kitchen.
I just stood there with Rosie and read the room.
"Mr. Fenwick," I said.
"Before you file that anywhere, I have something you might want to read first, since you've been practicing for nineteen years and I only have one wedding."
I opened my clutch and took out my folder.
I took out the 2019 photograph first, and I held it up so the people in the front row could see it, and I said the date out loud and Peter's face in the picture, and the courthouse steps, and Mrs. Teague beside him in a gray coat with her hand on his arm.
That was the day Peter told me he was in Chicago.
I took out the second paper next, the yellowed one from the 1980s, from the file room at my firm, with the name MARGUERITE TEAGUE on it and Peter's last name underneath, and I said the year out loud, and I said the word annulment out loud, and I watched Mrs. Teague's face change in a way that no teacup could hide.
Then I took out Dee's statement.
Notarized.
Six pages.
Signed in front of a notary at the courthouse two blocks away at nine o'clock that morning, with a copy of her guardianship order from 2021 stapled behind it, and her aunt's name on every second line.
"Mrs. Teague," I said, looking up at the balcony, "your lawyer is welcome to review all of it.
I have copies.
The firm has copies.
Dee has copies.
Mr. Hollis has copies."
Mrs. Teague did not come down the stairs.
She leaned on the railing and said, in a voice that carried farther than hers usually did, that I had stolen family records, that I had forged a signature, that I had always been "a little bit unstable," and she said that word like it was a diagnosis.
That was when the housekeeper came through the side door.
Nora had worked in that house for six years, and she had been standing in the doorway with her hands folded, and she walked down the aisle in her apron with a second envelope in her hand.
"I found this in the laundry room," she said quietly.
"In the machine.
Last Tuesday.
I was going to throw it out."
It was the same petition.
Same page, same signature, same date, folded twice.
Mr. Fenwick took it, looked at it, looked at Mrs. Teague, and put both envelopes in his briefcase.
Peter was still standing under the balcony with his hands at his sides, and I could see him working, actually working, the way he works numbers, trying to find the way out of the room.
And then he turned around and looked up at Mrs. Teague, up at the balcony, and said, in front of everyone:
"You told me she'd leave without the money."
Mrs. Teague said his name.
"You said she wasn't a mother," Peter said.
"You said it in my own kitchen.
You said that."
I felt Rosie turn her face into my shoulder and I put my hand over her ear, because she is seven years old and she did not need to be in that room, but she was, and I could not take it back, so I held her and stayed.
Dee came down the side aisle and stood behind me.
Mr. Hollis stepped up on my other side, opened his briefcase, and said to Mr. Fenwick, in the flattest voice I have ever heard a lawyer use:
"We have a court at eleven tomorrow.
You want to keep that envelope, we'll keep it too."
Mrs. Teague left through the balcony doors, and she did not run.
She walked, and she took a cup of tea with her, and she did not look back at the courtyard.
Peter stood there for a long time with his jacket open, and then he tried to say my name, and I put up one hand, not to slap him, just to stop the sound.
"Not here," I said.
"Not in front of her."
And the officiant, who had been standing under the arch this whole time with a book in his hands and his mouth open, asked the room if we should continue.
May you like
I said no.
I said it once, and everyone heard it, and the room agreed.