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Chapter 24 - The Monster in the Mirror

The secret basement of St. Jude’s chapel on Staten Island was cold and smelled of burning wax and damp limestone. Father Thomas, a childhood friend of Sal’s who had buried three generations of DeMarco men, quietly stitched the ragged bullet graze on Frank’s shoulder under the warm glow of an overhead lamp.

In the corner of the crypt, wrapped in a heavy wool blanket, Mateo slept fitfully on a wooden cot. The wooden toy truck was still clasped tightly in his small hand, his face pale and exhausted from hours of crying.

Sal stood in the small adjoining washroom, staring into a cracked mirror above a porcelain sink.

He stripped off his blood-soaked cashmere sweater and threw it into an incinerator chute. In the mirror, his reflection told the brutal truth of what he was. Scars crisscrossed his torso—shrapnel from a car bomb in Naples, a knife wound from a Brooklyn dock dispute, bullet tracks across his ribs. His cheek was swollen purple, the cut beneath his eye still oozing dark crimson.

He turned on the faucet, cupping freezing water in his hands, and splashed it violently onto his face. The water running down the drain swirled pink.

*Look at yourself,* Sal thought, staring at his haggard reflection. *You thought you could walk away. You thought you could make blueberry pancakes and build plastic cranes and erase forty years of slaughter with legal trust funds.*

The door creaked open. Sal turned quickly, his hand instinctively darting toward the .45 resting on the sink.

It was Mateo. The boy stood in the doorway, the blanket dragging behind him on the stone floor, his large eyes wide and haunted.

Sal’s hand instantly retreated from the gun. He reached for a clean towel, frantically trying to wipe the blood from his neck and chest. "Mateo... buddy. You should be sleeping. It’s warm in the bed."

Mateo didn't move. He stared at the scars on his father's body, and then at the dark, bruised cut on Sal’s face.

"Daddy," Mateo said, his voice barely louder than a whisper. "You killed that man."

Sal froze. The towel dropped from his hand. The weight of those four words hit Sal harder than any bullet ever had.

"Mateo..." Sal began, his voice hoarse, dropping to his knees so he was level with his son. He desperately searched for words that could bridge the impossible chasm between a father’s love and a killer’s reality. "The men who came... they were bad men. They wanted to hurt you. They wanted to take you away from me."

"You looked like a monster," Mateo whispered, a tear spilling over his lower lid. "Your face. You roared like a monster."

Sal swallowed the lump of glass in his throat. He reached out to gently touch Mateo’s cheek, but hesitated, looking down at his own calloused, violent hands. He started to pull his hand back, ashamed.

Before he could, Mateo reached out with both hands and grabbed Sal’s scarred fingers, pulling his father’s palm against his wet cheek.

"Were you being a monster to save me?" Mateo asked, trembling.

Sal’s chest heaved. He pulled Mateo into a fierce, suffocating embrace, pressing his forehead against the boy’s small shoulder. "Every monster inside me, Mateo... every single drop of venom in my blood... it only exists so you can walk in the sun. I would burn in hell for a thousand lifetimes before I let anyone put a hand on you. Do you understand me? You are my life. You are the only good thing I have ever done."

Mateo wrapped his thin arms around his father’s thick neck. "I don't care if you're a monster, Daddy. Don't let them take me."

"Never," Sal vowed into the boy’s dark hair, his voice turning to pure titanium. "Never."

Sal carried Mateo back to the cot, tucked the heavy blanket around him, and sat by his side, humming an old Sicilian lullaby his own mother had sung to him until Mateo’s breathing smoothed out into a deep, safe sleep.

Sal walked back into the chapel's main chamber. Frank was buttoning up a fresh shirt, his face pale but determined. Father Thomas made the sign of the cross over Frank and quietly left the crypt to give them privacy.

"He’s seven years old, Frank," Sal said quietly, his back turned to his consiglieri. "He shouldn't know what a dying man looks like."

"He knows his father would tear the world apart to keep him breathing," Frank answered softly. "That’s more than most sons ever know in our world."

Sal turned around, his eyes burning with lethal clarity. "Tell me about Hector Vance. Tell me where he sleeps, who feeds him, and what makes him bleed."

Frank pulled a leather dossier from his satchel. "Vance isn't like the old dons, Sal. He doesn't hang out in social clubs or espresso bars. He’s the CEO of Apex Global Logistics. He operates out of a three-story penthouse on the top of the Hudson Yards tower. He travels in armored convoys. He has private military contractors guarding him twenty-four hours a day. He’s untouchable by traditional mob means."

Sal smirked, a terrifying, humorless grin that revealed his sharp teeth.

"Nobody is untouchable, Frank. Untouchable is a lie weak men tell themselves to sleep through the night. How does Vance move his offshore money?"

"Through a private wealth banker named Julian Croft," Frank said, pointing to a photograph in the folder. "Croft handles Vance’s black-budget wire transfers. Tonight, Croft is attending a high-stakes VIP charity gala at the Metropolitan Club on 60th Street."

Sal picked up his Kimber .45 from the sink, racking the slide with a single, sharp motion.

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