Chapter 7 - Behind Concrete Walls


The county federal holding facility was a world of gray concrete, cold fluorescent tubes, and the hollow echo of clanging iron doors.
I arrived in my full service dress uniform, ribbons straight, medals gleaming under the sterile lights. The guards treated me with quiet, solemn respect, escorting me through four heavy security checkpoints to the non-contact visitation room.
Sitting on the other side of the thick scratch-resistant glass was a shadow of the woman who had smirked at me thirty-six hours ago.
Kendra’s designer clothes had been replaced by an oversized orange jumpsuit. Her long blonde hair was greasy and unkempt, tied back with a cheap rubber band. Her face was pale, sunken, and her eyes were bloodshot from endless crying.
When she saw me sit down, she grabbed the telephone receiver on her side with trembling hands.
I picked up my receiver and held it to my ear, waiting for her to speak.
"M-Marissa..." she choked out, her voice cracked and hoarse. "You... you came."
"I did," I said evenly.
Kendra pressed her forehead against the cold glass, tears streaming down her nose, dripping onto the shelf below.
"I'm sorry," she sobbed, her whole body shaking violently. "I'm so sorry, Marissa. I didn't know. I swear to God I didn't know about the little girl. I thought... I thought you were just trying to boss me around like you used to when we were kids."
"I never bossed you around, Kendra," I said softly. "I tried to protect you. But every time I offered guidance, Mom told you that I was just jealous of you. And you chose to believe her because it made you feel superior."
"I was jealous of you!" Kendra cried out, the confession tearing out of her chest like a wound reopening. "I was always jealous of you! You were brave, you were smart, you left that toxic house and built something real! Mom was suffocating me! She controlled who I dated, what I wore, what job I took! The only way she ever showed me affection was when we teamed up to put you down! It was the only thing that made her smile at me!"
I watched my sister, feeling a complicated mixture of sadness and detachment. I had known this truth for years, but hearing her say it out loud stripped away whatever lingering anger I had carried onto that tarmac.
"Mom used you as a mirror for her own vanity," I said. "And when that mirror cracked, she hid behind her locked doors while you were left to face the storm alone."
"Julian dumped me," Kendra wept, sliding down in her chair. "His lawyer served me papers this morning demanding the ring back. The media posted my address. People are sending death threats. The public defender says... he says I’m facing up to ten years in federal prison for interfering with military logistics during a national emergency. Ten years, Marissa... my life is over. I'm twenty-six years old. I'm going to spend my twenties in a cage."
She pressed her palm against the glass, pleading with her eyes.
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"Please, Marissa. You’re a Colonel. You have connections. Can't you tell them it was a misunderstanding? Can't you make it go away?"
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